Thursday, October 10, 2013

october.

Dear October,

You've ushered in a much needed renewal in me. I've been in such a good mood lately, and hopefully again for a long time. October is easily my favorite month, because I love so many things that happen now. I love the scents, the colors, the feelings, the everything. I'm still in quite a lot of pain from my wisdom teeth, but I have an appointment again on Saturday. I think I have an infection. I'm also still numb, and I bite into my lip frequently when I eat. The inside of my lip is pretty damaged and bloody. Do you know, oddly enough, I don't mind? I don't think about it much, if even at all, these past few weeks. There are so many worse things that could happen to me in life, and the prognosis of healing to almost 100% is very positive, so I'm assuming it'll happen eventually. I'll just have to have patience. I've been allowing myself to not worry about what I eat in the wake of my surgery, and I've put on a few pounds. The good news is, I've finally ordered a stationary bike! It should get here sometime next week, and I'm excited.

I finally had some money for clothes, and I think I have a good start. I just ordered this stuff today:
I need a lot more shirts, and a new pair of medium wash jeans eventually. I'm not a massive Harry Potter nerd, but that top is seriously adorable. Just look at it!